when i smiled at sm1 , he started smiling.. tooo

i was luking for someone..whom i lost somewhere in this fast moving .. world.. running blindly.. for so called success..or being successful...... par.. koi cheez agar ghum ho jaayee to itni aasani se thode hi naa milti hai .. i shud have been careful... and so i must suffer.... but somewhere today also in some part of this 24 hrs day....a bit of that missing one is flashed...making me comfortable.. ki i hav not lost completely..., u can call it a transformation.. or change.. that is the way of life..... but this transformations.. hurts.. sometime.. it may be for the betterment of someone.. but not for me atleast...and if this transformation is yet to be done...to my belief and faith says ki some day lady luck will smile on me.. if the transformation is already done... then also... i will continue with this faith ki kabhi zindagi k kisi mod par i was lucky enough ki i enjoyed the compny of one... ... so no prob..prof .. chalta hai chalta hi rahega... wahi hasana .. hasaana... life nikal jayegi....but its all about that someone who understood and took risk to bear with me... for those long years....arre apni wo .. nahi prof aisa nahi hai ... tum samajhte nahi ho, padhai karo, mai ISB com'on, .. wo ye keh raha hai ... aur suuno .. i m good cook..... no certificate needed.... hey u chubby .. kya hote jaa raha hai .. control karo bhai ...... yee how mean ... ppl say me slim and u chubby.. hav'nt u seen urself.... .. par smart lagte ho tum bhi kabhi .......aur inn sab k baad eik baat batau.. you looked great sometyms.. really .. i mean it bhai..to thanks bolu ya tum sarcastically bol rahe ho... arre nahi ..sahi mey dil se...okk thanks..... but abb kya... dekh mujhe dukh iss baat ka hai ki.... itne dino mey mujhe you looked great only four tyms.. poor record....and then all silence i m feeling sleepy gud nite.........hahahaha...missing those moments.....and will ..shayad .. kuch bhi kar jau life mey .. kitna bhi successful ban jau... par shayad ye moments... kabhi nahi bhul paau... shayad kabhi nahi ....ya that kindred spirit..... who walked with me... and the one i m waiting for.....ya.. my strength... my guiding force..
whom i hav lost or, it was destined till now.. but faith.. will continue.. and the moments will be cherished.. without the boundations.. of time, life ...as it all started with a smile and that smiled too....