kab ka tha gila....kaise keh diya alvida

It all started when yesterday after returning from plant and dinner sometime around 11.15 pm i just turned on my pc and clicked on songs of life in metro....
it was not the first tym i was listening to this song.. but dont no why yesterday it touched my heart , may be i was thinking of someone , may be i was missing someone , or may be all of sudden i was lost in my past . sometimes it happens that u go back to ur past unplanned, feel for those left moments , persons, friends.. and then u cannot control urself getting deeper and deeper inside those leftout moments which u enjoyed during their present ... which might not have that importance those days .. but u feel for those moments today. the promises made, the life, those friendship and ofcourse friends....but its life and it goes this way...
sometimes you start hating things that make you recall ur past ..is'nt ...but koi nahi .....just clicking to movie THE DEPARTED added to my pain ...ki suddenly i got a call .. hey itni raat ....it was 2 min to go for 12... and the very first wish ...happy B'day PROf....
thanks yaar ... and then the ph kept ringing...bringing back my faith ki naaa.. sometimes past also remembers present... waking for me till 12 just to wish me on my b'day .. ph kept ringing whole nite...and those missed left no stone unturned wishing me call, msg, mail, thanks to IT revolution that made me feel that i m important and there are people apart from my familiy too who cares... thanks a lot to u all... for being there for me and wishing me ....
but ... there were some who were found missing that ... change in the first wish ..at 12 was missed ...may be i missed or they missed....dont know .. but its life it goes this way ...with some sweet and sour memories of past .. for giving strength for better future....as the wait continued but... sometime ppl say ki prof u expect too much from life and ppl and its not fair,,, but sorry i have not changed myself, i am the type i was... no one claims that he changed...but i think i m sure of myself.....and with this fight of feeling emotions....that song.. continued to play...ya....

chupake se kahin, dheeme paanv se jaane kis taraf, kis ghadi aage badh gaye hamse raahon mein ,par tum toh abhi the yahin .kuchh bhi na suna, kab ka tha gila kaise keh diya alvida